Amazing

I remember vividly the time when I was taking my AFW1300 Money and Capital Markets exam. It was the most terrible feeling I've ever had.

*Before the exam:*

I was struggling. VERY. There were 13 chapters in our text book. I hadn't studied all. I only read through around 7 chapters, if not mistaken. This is a very dangerous situation for me, because in the exam, there would be around 6 questions. "What if all 6 questions come from the chapters that I hadn't touched?" or "What if half of the questions I hadn't studied before".

I cannot fail any of my exam for that semester. If I fail, then my dream to further my studies in Australia would be crushed in pieces. FML! I cannot take any chance. I want to PASS!!!!

Well the night before the exam, I was studying in my room. I was feeling very nervous, so I prayed to God, for guidance and memory. After my prayer, I continued with what I was studying. I felt a sudden urge that I have to study this particular chapter (which I have already studied weeks ago, which I will forget due to nervousness).

Initially, I thought that this was a waste of time! I have already studied that chapter, I want to continue studying other chapters that I haven started with. Deep down I had a feeling God wanted me to revise that chapter. I keep quiet and just followed.

*Exam day:*

I called my mom earlier that day, I told her I wasn't prepared for the paper. I'm scared that I will fail. Actually, I have been calling her for the past few days to tell her how scared and affraid I am of THAT paper. My lovely mom didn't give me any pressure, she just told me to try my best. She didn't even nag or me or anything! *SO LOVELY*

Then, I prayed again before entering the exam hall. Everyone was nervous, because AFW1300 was a pre-requisite subject with a failing rate of approximately 50%. ARGH.

So I sat down at my place and looked at the question paper. "Hmmm, this looks familiar..familiar..familiar.." I thought. The very last question, "OMG THIS WAS THE CHAPTER I STUDIED! The questions were a little bit different from the usual tutorial question, but I studied! I know how to answer!" Proud to say, I did my paper with confident =)

Write...write...write...scribble..scribble...scribble...Punch calculator...

It was a 3-hour closed book exam. I think I finished my paper in about 2-hours. I lift up my head and saw a lot of people still writing, A WHOLE LOT OF ANSWERS. FULL PAGE ESSAYS. I was like, WHAT? I started to become nervous. Did I miss anything?

*Checks answers* I know, I am the type of person who will not walk out of the exam hall earlier. I don't wanna regret in any of my papers. I'm affraid that I'll suddenly think of something that I can jot down in my answer script.

*After the exam:*

I feel so relieved, I thank God for all the guidance and strength and faith I had in Him. I called my mom and told her everything I experience, and baby was there too. The whole thing, from how nervous I was, to how calm it can feel after that, it was unbelievable!

A person who was no hope of passing the paper, in the end got a "D for Distinction"! This is awesome!

Praise God for what he has done.

Hello people out there. I bet you guys don't visit my blog anymore but there's update!

Well, I am back in KK now!! My beloved hometown. I miss the food and friends here.

Of course, the food would never leave this small little town. As im back with my family now, I miss my friends more now. They are spread out to all over the world now. In Australia mainly, some in the UK and others in KL.

Well, what I've been doing these few days:

1. Play with Flower, bath her, clean her. Will send her for grooming next week. My mummy suggested to buy Flo shoes cos we bring her out for walks. True enough, that way I wouldn't need to waste wet tissues wiping her feet clean everytime she walks out of the house.

A TOTAL NEW UPDATE: Flo now sleeps at home! Daddy is playing much more with her. Always saying she's a good girl. Feeding her treats (which includes human food, I get furious about it!)

2. Bathed Jasper. Damn he stinks badly. Wonder how long he hasn't been showered already. His white fur was litterally greyish brown. I gave Jasper a short massage and scrubbed his furs. He must be jolly he's clean as ever now :)
New update: Jasper caught a mouse crawling in from the neighbour's side. Well, my neighbours have dogs too. But! They feed their dogs food (e.g. rice, meat, etc) that they cannot finish during dinner. They just pour the food on the floor, and the dogs will come and eat it. Obviously, dogs would NOT lick the floor clean. They are leftovers sticking. At night, the hungry mice will come out and hunt for their food. I bet my neighbour's dogs play with them. Now it is up to Jasper, the guardian of my house, to protect my house from all these unwelcomed, unwanted pests. So far, he's done great. Great job Jasper.

3. Planning to buy a new dog. Watch dog. Daddy wants another dog as Jasper is getting older. I can train the dog because I have the whole 3-months holiday. Nothing to do yet. We've been looking for Golden Retreiver/Siberian Husky. The SH at Junyan's house is somewhat friendly. However, according to the American's Kennel Club (AKC), SH is considered as a working dog. So I'm still undecided.

4. Dear TW, little black cow had been totally ignored these few days.

Well, as you see, my whole November will be all about dogs.

Love your dogs.

Hello.

Hi there,

Haven't updated this little blog lately (for quite a long time actually).

Anyway, just got back from UK. Visited quite a lot of places, i.e. England, Scotland and Holland.

Took a lot of pretty/SS/c0ool pictures. Check them out at facebook!

On the way to Scotland, and throughout the journey, I met up with a Chinese (from China). He was really awesome. We talked all the way, exchanged cultural views and all. It was fun talking to him. FYI, he is just a very nice friend.



Time to pen off.

xoxo.

Under Construction.

Will be updated after the June holidays.

**You know I love to keep you waiting**

xoxo.

Beautiful Sunday.

It was a Saturday night and I went to sleepover at Lavinia's. This time we didn't really talk a lot, but went straight to sleep cause we were tired and exhausted after Isaac's birthday party.

Once again, Happy 21st birthday Isaac!!!

Anyway, I was awaken by the phone. Yuanteng called me that she's coming to pick me up. Sh*t. I was not ready at all as no one confirmed with me that we were actually going out to 1U.
So anyway, Yuanteng was kind enough to pick me up and waited for me a little while I get ready. Off we went to 1U. When I called Herenna, her half-sleeping voice greeted me. She was also not confirmed. Tsk tsk. Bad Organisation.

So firstly, we went to New York New York for brunch. We updated ourselves while munching. Michelle is now studying business in Taylors instead of the UTAR. Hui Sin is working part time as a tuition teacher. Yuanteng has found herself a job as a piano teacher. Herenna is now working in a cafe as a maid waitress while waiting for her course to start. Seems like everyone has headed to different directions in life. Well, as for me, I have already started my business course in Monash University. In week 1 itself I have already been bombared with Assignments and the due dates. Just handed up 1 assg today. 1 down, 3 to go. Urrrgh. We ended in Starbucks chit-chatting without ordering drinks! LOL. It was really sad that we didn't manage to take pictures during the small get-together session.

So after that TW picked me up and we went for dinner at Serdang with JunYan and Lavinia.

On the way to Serdang, I took pictures of TW and I, cause we have awfully little pictures. However, he got a little pissed off as he doesn't like taking pictures.

The pissed and frustrated look.

Finally, a nice shot.

Lavinia: Look! There's an Alien spaceship flying in the sky.

Finally, we have reached the restaurant. We ordered Stingray, Salted Chicken, Fried To-Fu, Glass vegetable and Frogs. Our dinner ended with us cabut-ing from the restaurant as our bill only has 4 dishes when we actually ordered 5! Haha, lucky us.

Flower Power.

This holiday, I have been very very attached to my new puppy, FLOWER! and I mean very. The last time I went to KL to take my results, the moment I stepped into the plane, I was already missing Flower. Probably its because I have been spending most of my time playing with her, and training her with new tricks every now and then. This 2 months of holiday, Flower has been taking up most of my time.

From the moment I saw her, I already fell in love with her. After I bought her, then I found out that she has fleas and ticks. It really wasn't easy combating with those freaky little things. I almost wanted to give up on her. But then, I did not. I continued to give her love and care, and in 5 short days, I can proudly announce that, SHE HAS BEEN CURED!

I also wanted to give her up because of the housebreaking problem. She would just pee and poo anywhere she feels like it. I had to wake up early in the morning to train her to poo and the right place. It was really a struggle for me cause if you know me, you'd definitely know that I'm not a morning person. Every morning, I'd wake up in the morning, hating myself for getting that pup back home. It really is NOT easy and you'd definitely need some housebreaking aids, e.g. wee-wee pads. But, you know, I made big sacrifices for Flower, and now it's all paying off. Just a small reminder, think twice before getting a pup and then find yourself in deep shit.

Flower is a smart girl. In 2 months, I have thought her several tricks, i.e. down, sit, up, roll over, and in conjunction of Chinese New Year, I have also thought her to 'Gong Xi Gong Xi'. Initially I was worried that she'll be confused by the command Up and GongXi cause the only difference is the hand. Amazingly, Flower can differentiate it. Back to the roll over trick. This trick ain't easy at all. For the other tricks, it would take me around 1 day to train her, but rollover, it took me about a week. The worst part, she would roll without treats to lure her. After about 10days of patient training, she can now roll by command! I know I skipped the shake-hand trick, I'll come back to it later. Right now, I wanna find out how to train her the Fake-Dead trick, a.k.a. Piang trick.

Love if Great, Love is Kind.

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

***爱&缘分***

１.她無聊時陪她〃

２.她難過時安慰她〃

３.男生要主動點〃

４.多約女友出去〃

５.不能讓女友主動約〃

６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃

７.要好好對待女友〃

８.順從女友的意〃

９.不要讓她傷心難過〃

１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃

１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃

１２.不能背叛女友〃

Sexy Lavinian Sonnet

This is the poem that lav wrote for me. Here goes:


Tomorrow, tomorrow, and tomorrow,
The day has come..
The day *** has awaited for so long..

Love, love, and love,
There would have been a time for such a word..

Will *** compare Clara to a summer's day?
She's more lovely and temperate..
Roars of thunder and flashes of lightning do scare the darling tree trunks of November..
And monsoon season all too short for a date..

Sometimes too hot the heart of *** shines,
And often is his sincerity felt by Clara..
And every obstacle sometimes declines,
Yet still, *** and Clara are bonded together by chance,
They will stay together this way by work...

But ***'s eternal affection shall not fade,
Nor Clara's tenderness and passion shall vanish..
So long as Lavinia can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives me, and I'll give life to ***'s love..


=)


- Sexy Lavinian Sonnet 11, 2008 -



And this is the second poem:


Two paths diverged in the heart of Clara,
And Clara felt sorry she could not travel both..
Being in dilemma, long she stood..
And looked down the paths as far as she could,
To which leads to likely happiness..

Finally, Clara took the LDP highway,
Perhaps having the better claim,
As it was better than an international flight from Australia..

She was firm with her decision and knew that she would never come back, for a flight to Aus,
Cuz she has chosen a domestic flight…

She’s not telling this with a sigh,
Cuz somewhere ages and ages hence,
She would realize that she was right…

- Sexy Lavinian Sonnet 27, 2008 -

Ven,

Thanks for your poem.

But shakespear love don't exist anymore.

Now I took another domestic flight again liao.

Hopefully this is the right one.

Btw, you know *** went after me only because Sarah encouraged him to.

His heart and feelings, not sincere at all.

Love.

2nd day of Tiger's death. I still cannot forget how he died.

The process of his death, I can still vividly remember.

It ran through my mind few times today.

The stupid woman, who banged Tiger, I will not forget her.

Hands with blood stains that cannot be washed.

Blood that is as cold as ice.

Animals deserve rights.

Animals have rights.

It doesn't mean that if she hates animals means they should die *snap* just like that.

If God brought them to Earth, they have their purposes.

Plus, animals, are God's creations too.

The name dog, was named by Adam, the first man on Earth.

*tears continue to flow.*

Dear Tiger,

Rest in peace.

Leave the others to me.

Love.